Hey guys !
i know i dont really update my blog....
but i do write !!
this week i broke down in to tears during chinese....
haha....my chinese the marks were like so poor...
21/50. That crap !
i cried....i just could'nt take it any more.....
i was so stressed up....
Did i tell you i still have tears ?
It is contained in a part of my heart...
My heart is trying to contain all those tears...
It is trying to stay strong for me....
I guess during chinese class there was too much salt water...
That it had to let go some....
Haiz....PSLE is coming so soon....
home work are stacking up on my head !
I miss.....my friends in church of praise....
So much ! that i could cry.....
some of them understands my feelings....
Mostly the some ...are boys.
hahaha...i know its awkward ....
now its like ....i dont know la....
im trying to make people happy ....but im not making myself happy !
Well i have a mission its called...
OPERATION:make Eugene the 3mo smile n be happy !
well....thursday and friday Eugene came under my block and to my house...
haha....i made him laugh...and he seems happy ....but still cant get over *her*
And i shall not be an extra in that problem....
i taught him the swave the board>>de STREET Wave =]
he came to my house and wesley bullied him all the way...
haha ...that naughty brother of mine....
but he did have a great time .. i think...
i hope so....x]
Now im waiting for my sister to bath finish...
we are going to watch harry potter ,the half-blood prince online...
on the big screen of my home ! x]
Gosh she is so slow ...haha...=P
well.....i figuring out how to stop my bf from cutting her self....
over an butthole jerk !
i just need help...dudes...reading this give me some help
would'ya ? solutions.....example .....Help ?
it is very painful to see my bf cut her self....
Some more the pen knife is rusty...
i just dont know what to do......
im so lost.....and depressed.....i feel so helpless....
not stopping her from cutting her wrist.....
any ways i think i should stop here....
i think my blog will over load... haha ...lols :D
Byes guys..... hope u do well in your exams...=]