That ......Guy.....
Is driving me crazy.......
why does he always treat me like this ?
Am i that pathetic?
Why do you flirt round even if im there?
why must you always ruin the idea of my happy thoughts ?
My closest friend already is giving me problem...
why must you give me another ?
You know your really being a BIG FAT ARSE HOLE?
still...you betrayed me with my closest friend ...
Who do you think you are ?
Play around with my feelings?
heh......
Over that i forgave you .....
Now what >?
Breaking me up to little pieces so you can chew me up ?
I have changed.......
From being mean to nice.....
Probably.....i have been far too kind.....
Maybe ?........
All the things are CRAP!
Maybe in the first place i should'nt accepted you.....
if only i've known you better.....
i thought that we were going to have a different endings from other people.....
but...you know what ?
i guess i was wrong......
all i want to do now is to scold you with all the
Bad words you know ?
i have felt enough pain already....
Giving me some more ?
more.....Sufferings.........
More.....sadness.....
What else ?
.....................................
Gosh.......im so in REGRET!
Now i dont know what to do......
i dont even know who are my real friends......
They all have been so.....PROBLEMATIC!
Why must you put me through this ?
Everyday ......i think of you......
i think of my friends.....
i think of other things......
but do you know what .....i always thought of you first.....
my main aim is suppose to be studies
but why do you always in my main aim ?
Cause......your the important person in my life.......
Sad ...huh >? ruining my life bit by bit.......
Just on the verge f giving up every thing......
Even you........
I just cant do it anymore......
Im so tired.....of......
Being the only one who cares for my friends.......
Being stuck between that guy.....and other boys......
Being the only one.......that always let friends push me around.....
IM just so tired of the craps........
So SICK of it.........
Heh.....You told me.......
I Died was better......
I was blocking your way ?
Your so pathetic........
Me blocking your way ?
Your the one who is blocking your own way !
All you could do......
Was very easy.....
you could end it with just one snap of your finger.......
I dont wanna break your heart........
I regreted the times i broke yours......
So you wanna end it ?
End it your way......
Dont end it my way......
mine is just the hard way........
So make up your choice dude.....
And stop acting cool and being so action......
By the way You are not cool....
Just a big ......fat......JERK!