She , Her attitude
Has been becoming from bad to worst....
Sorry if i have offenced you ...
Fai Qah has been real bitchy lately....
Sorry about my mean language.....
She is like .......So Irritating......
In a way she is bitchy too !
I really just feel like slapping her !
She is like ....
Everything must go her way .....
She gave me the face.....
She cannot wait for other people ,people can wait for her....
I had been late for 2 times only cause i was so tired.....
She was angry and ignored me for that day.....
We got into a fight because of that too .......
I have been waiting for her since last year 2008.....
And guess what...most of the time she was late !
But did i ever say anything .....No i did not !
I just bear with everything.......
She is like....So what if she doesnt like my friends....
Does she has to like imitate them into like so ....*ass*
But she does not even know them !
Why must she critisize ?
What the heck is her problem ?!
Why cant she like just be the one person i knew last year ?
She is always asking me for help...
And i have always been there for her !
i feel that the way she treat me is like treating me like a maid !
Valery carry this for me....valery help me do this ...
What the hell......can she do it by her self ?
I can help people with things ...
BUT! dont treat me like a maid ......
Yesterday....Some kittens got stuck in the drain......
I was trying to save them.......
Then its like .....Fai Qah not happy like that....
If you were in my shoes ......
Would you rather save kittens....
Or spent the time with fai qah and make her happy while the kittens ...
Let them die ....
You know i felt so guilty when i realised.....
That i was so into saving the kittens that i forgot about fai Qah.....
It was like after she left ....
Ming hui ask me where was she......
I said ...she went home....
Then straight after that.....
He left without saying a word.....
Then its like he said to me....
Im wasting his time.....
Hmmm.......
I feel so hated at that point of time......
So....I cried at the swing there.......
But i was happy.......cause at least the kittens were safe....
But it is like today......
She flirted along with ming hui....
I was so annoyed.....
But at least i felt......
Happy in a way cause...
The kittens were there.....
They were so cute......
their eyes were blue... sapphire blue
But i was so ......"..........''
i feel like begining to hate her....
But i just cant bring my self to hating her.....
As we have been best friends since last year......
Its like....Theres nothing i can do any more.....
She is her .....
Ming hui is himself.....
Im myself......
Why cant she just .....
Be herself ?
She is like taking away everything from me.....
I never knew that Fai Qah could be so cruel.......
Haiz......
My prelims marks came back.....
But im not so happy ....But happy that i have improved...
Maths....
37/100
Suck rite.....so difficult !
Science......
60/100
Okay la...improved a little.....
Chinese....
59/100
Improved too...But must JIA YOUS !
English.....
62/100
Okay larhs.....can can.....JIA YOUS !
Today so many things happend....
Vivain and annette accidently spoilt Regina's Hp Screen...
Then its like me and Faye only hold the bag.....
Then Annette and vivain want us to pay too....
But we were Innocent.....
We did not do anything !
So ......About this friday as in the Holiday friday....
I dont know whether Annette still wants me to go to her birthday party....
Dang.....I feel so hated and so Stuck.......
But.....I try hard not to be so Emo......
Sianz.......I am so .......STUCK!!!! ARGHHH!!!!