PSLE
has already started.....
im so stressed....
i need comfort.....
i need someone who understands me.....
Understands the way i feel.....
He << helps me with that......
he .....comforts me.....
Makes me forget about that bad memories....
makes me forget about how stress i was....
He made fun .....
i like it when he disturbs me.....
i dont know why.....
but i like it......
i dont really like to go home these days....
i really wanna cry.....
but i can seem to do that.....
i felt like killing myself.....
but can bring the thought of it to do that.....
thinking about my family and friends.....him too.....
But i did some thing quite stupid.....
Hope you guys wont get mad at me or tell my parents....
I dont want them to worry......
I dont know what came over me....
but i used the pen knife blade to slash my arm....
But dont worry....its only a minor cut...
which looks like the cat scratch......
but i promise i wont do that again.....
i was foolish to do that.......
haiz..........i really dont like the *stressed feeling........
When i look down the couple of floors beneath me....
i felt like crying ......
All i want to do is just scream my lungs out....
Expressing all my feelings....
i just wanna let go all those sucidal thoughts...
Let them fade away......
But it keeps on repeating it over times....
when it keeps coming back...
Anyways ....
i got to go now....
wanna play games with Him
Syo ~